The beautiful-but-up-and-down story I have lived could be traced back to September 29th of 1995... It was a Friday afternoon when my mother had me and her checked up at a hospital near our home because the excited family was waiting for me already. As they counted, it was the expected due week. As per Ma's regular obstetrician-gynecologist doctor, it might take three more days for me to come into the outside. But guess what? A few hours after that talk and a few walks around the city, God signaled something, and my mom knew she was going to give birth to me already! So by 3:24 in the afternoon, a Jessica Mikaela was then born in this world 💖 I would like to believe that I am made by love, from love, through love, for love, and because of love. Since day one I started my life and up until this day, the reason and answer to everything must be love. I am love and love would always be connected to me. Because God—God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, and all gods there are in this universe—would always be with and in me. Because my loving family—by blood and by choice—would always be by my side: from front to back to the left to right, supporting me. Because I—as a family member, friend, lover, advocate, and whatever role I have—would always offer the best! For all and not just for me. Why? Because of love! Because love is the highest constitution that I am following when it comes to using words, doing actions, and molding my character since ninety-five 💖 It is love that is my beginning and end. I did not know it yet back in junior high, but I guess, I am just really it. Wazzup, Ela-loves! Yeah, cuz, I contemplated about it from the day I was born and I realized that the journey has been with me and the Gs and my mains all throughout as one. Not caring what other people tell even before I went out in this world, so all I am caring for are the ones who could make my life worth living. Fuck whatever others say or think about me. I am unlearning my regrets, insecurities, and frustrations becauuuse as long as I love myself, plus I have my fam, friends, and the You-niverse, I am golden! I may not be the highest element in the periodic table, but I matter. And I am meant to shine. So, I gotta keep loving to keep going, to keep shining, to keep thriving! It might take a little time, but it will. Let us do this, self and G! 💖
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THE BLOG-GIRLE L A M A N I L A Ela Mones, a Filipina girl,
is a passionate lifestyle blogger who loves to express her unforgettable life experiences and best moments through words, photos, and videos 💖
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