Once upon a time, in a land not so far away, there has lived a beautiful, smart, talented girl named Jessica Mikaela 💖 Guided by the Highest Force in the Universe and led by her caring family since her day one on Earth, she has then become a woman full of love and golden light. So yes! Everything seemed wonderful for her because she has had all that she needs -- genetically cute looks, strong mind, warm heart, hardworking attitude, god-given birth aptitudes. This lassie has truly been blessed that she also showed prowess when it comes to writing, drawing, dancing, singing, even playing guitar, and learning new instruments! She is an artsy one that as time passed by, she also got interested in taking and editing pictures and videos. Also in crafting, imagining-whatever-those-are-then-turning-them-to-actions, and basically, just creating things! Ela has been a one-woman team since she was young, not because she was trained to be, but because she wanted to become that too. People have always been stunned by these tapped and untapped potential of hers that many of them say that she is a bright child. And guess what, she really glows literally and figuratively! Her smile is infectious, her personality reflects joy, her words serve as encouragement for others, and more. But you know, the secret is, this sunshine girl happened to be like that as she has always been pushed to greatness by the loving folks surrounding her. All thanks to her family, friends, plus fictional characters that give her the strength to carry on, she has then become the blooming human she is today. And so, mixing and matching all these indicators, she passes the happy energy as well. Such a qtp2t, huh! 💖 This young woman has always been commented as perfect for having such beauty inside and out, plus the above-ave brains, her impressing curated Instagram feed, and the super amazing loved ones who forever got her back. People think she got them all awesome things in life. But to be honest? Nope! She is perfectly imperfect. And her life, it is just an ordinary and average one. This fairy tale looks flawless based on the words framed in this blog. However, these are just the highlights of Ela's story. So in this next chapter, Ela wants to be open about her downfalls. Because yes, she might have the innate talents given from above and by the fam, but deep inside, she also knows that she can still cultivate her gifts more. Ela thinks of herself as a jane of all trades, but master of none. She wishes to nurture her abilities if only she would have chances and enough time. Aside from this dilemma, Ela admits that she loses her drive once in a while when things do not go according to her plans. Those fourth grade, senior year high school, and eighth college semester breakdown incidents really traumatized her. Actually, even her job now. But as what they say: you lose some, but you also gain some. Experiencing such issues, still, she picks herself up whether she likes it or not. Having the "try and try until you succeed" motto since seven years old, Ela knows she just cannot stop. Turning pain into power, and so, she pushes herself more, overcomes these falls, always tries to improve and be better. Her resilience was just for standing from the fall at first. But now, it has become her coping mechanism to survive against all the uncertainties in life. Thus, to even stand up! And stand out! 💖 Just a little disclaimer that resilience has become Ela's second nature, but she is not romanticizing it. Indeed, she possesses a never-give-up-attitude even when life challenges are knocking her down. However! She does it with rest and recharge, with motivation and inspiration, with goal setting and action planning. Ela continues life, not just thinking that it is her only choice, but because she has a purpose to fulfill. Brought to this world as love, she shows up as that four-letter word. And so! I am sincerely grateful for the great, great, great You-niverse for sending a Jessica Mikaela to the dela Cruz and Mones clan twenty-five years ago. There are many things I want to reset, redo, and recover if given a chance. But I am glad that I was birthed to life and became part of this amazing family. I do need lots of people, that was what I realized. Just the right ones and I am okay already. Quality over quantity, whether for people or experience, keeps me at my peace. And, while I know I am a dreamer and a doer, both at the same time, I hope Ela takes her time to pace herself. This supergirl wants the bestest things in life, dreams a lot of visions in mind, plans overbearing tasks every day. I believe she can do all that she desires, especially when she puts her heart, mind, and soul into these. She even exceeds her goals with the help of her guardians! T-b-h. So, so, so, I hope Ela is proud of herself as much as how her peeps do. I hope she accepts herself wholly. Thus, better now. Gotta remember that whether the past hurts, the present is still unfolding. So self? Let go and let God. Your best self will come if you show the real you. Your realest is the bestest. Therefore, love yourself, okay? Okay! 💖 I know that I could never restart my life. However! I also know that I can write my own story, and that is what I have been doing. But you know... If I would have my own free world, like a utopian kind of living, maybe in a parallel world, or should I say, my Parall-Ela Universe, I would make sure to balance everything! From me to my family, friends, and others. I would set standards so high for the self -- owning mesmerizing beauty, sexy brains, and pure heart. I would make sure I combine Gabriella Montez' characteristics plus the pleasing personalities I own as one. I might be too good to be true achieving every little thing in my Start Of Something New vision and Breaking Free mission list and plans and dreams, but that would be the self that I am in my own universe. Haha, yay, hihi! I would love to have a symmetrical face with a small forehead, doll-sized eyeball, pointed nose, and reshaped gums. Plus to say the ideal forty-five kilograms of body weight with toned arms, thin legs, and flat tummy. Oh, I would love it more if I do not have hypersensitive allergies to insects if ever! Moreover, I would appreciate having quality sleep every day, like seven hours or more to ensure a healthier body and a happier state of mind. At the same time, ample time to spend with my favorite people, as if there are thirty-five hours per day on my self-proclaimed planet. I would not mind doing the same routines in chronological order as long as it makes me fulfilled daily. I would be grateful to have an extraordinary mundane, but well-balanced kind of life in my perfect world. In there, I hope to not feel tired because of my job, and just work because it makes me satisfied. I wish I could provide all that my loved ones need because I am rich as f too. Houses, cars, travels, clothes, shoes, bags, every BTS merch and all! Just name it and I would provide it! Yeah, something like that. Oh, how I wish. I hope one day. For real. Huhuhu. Asdfgfdsasdfdsd! I wanna be my own protagonist in this drama I am filming, in this song I am singing, in this novel I am sharing. For I believe that I am my main character in this oxymoronic life. While yes, life seems harder and harder and harder as days pass by, but I believe that happiness comes in moments. And as long as it is not yet a happy ending, then I would have to continue in order to reach the happily ever after. In the parallel world or Parall-Ela Universe as for me, and also here in the real one, I wanna do the right things. And so, I shall work on it. Of course, I will 💖
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THE BLOG-GIRLE L A M A N I L A Ela Mones, a Filipina girl,
is a passionate lifestyle blogger who loves to express her unforgettable life experiences and best moments through words, photos, and videos 💖
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