I see the year 2021 as a better one—to even the best of the best year that is yet to come! Been investing to build this as a well period because the previous ages were up and down. I wanna beat those by leveling up every little thing that I can this time. Hopefully! Hopefully. Hopefully... Coming from unstable, but I must say, also growing phases, twenty-twenty-one is a ball of hope and ray of light to me. This is why I am treating this year as my resurrection. You know, as if my second life! Thus, a clean slate of brand-new starts, memorable failures, and dreams coming true. Some parts of me died in the past already, but I am coming back with a vengeance through an alive and kicking and beautiful, refreshed soul now. Yes. Yes, this is me jumping for joy to another year—with high hopes and prayers and leaps of faith I ought to make happen beginning this Ja-new-ary Version 2-o-two-and-one! 💖 When talking about second-to-unlimited chances, I always remember my favorite holidays like New Year's Day, Easter Sunday, Independence Day, Christ The King, and even the love month, graduation season, Advent, which seem very, very, very special to me because I see them as begin-again kind of days. For some instances, there had been some memorable second-life-y turning points that I experienced before aside from these said mentions. What are those? My first attempt to makeover the self when I was just 15! Also when I finally stepped out of my comfort zone during my 20th birthday. And the most memorable, the literal one, the Moalboal 2019 where the boat we were riding got caught on fire so we all jumped to the open sea or else... Yes, these are true to life. All these good and the not-so-good encounters, hopeful and lost moments have contributed to the perfectly-imperfect person that I am. They changed me! And it feels sooooo great living my evolving life vision through it all. Because for me? Every new day is a wonderful chance to start over again! Yup, I see all days where I can try again or get up again or love again or just whatever I am at mood at! Daily I know, I could, so I would—in my heart, mind, and soul that I shall reset my being right here, right now, and always. So to self and you, (yes, you, the one reading this) this is a quick reminder that even the oRdiNaRy days can be restarts! I can testify to that, no worries! There have been lots of unexpectedly amazing days I never thought I would have, so puh-lease. Okay? Okay! 💖 Just twenty days since the first month of 2021 and whoa, I must really say that something has changed! There were grand days, stressing days, also chill days. Not all moments were good ones, to be honest. However this time, I am sure about me moving slowly but surely, like one day at a time most likely, and me likey! Grateful for all the blessings I and my family have received. And with that! I have committed to the Almightiest my cliché new-year-same-old-me resolutions, the intentions I am hoping to turn to evolutions, the vision I have been holding on to as I believe this is the given life mission to me. Praying that two-oh-two-one (and the coming ones) is my year! I am claiming that it will and it would! All the things I have learned ever since shall be used for making a better now, for chasing bigger dreams, for living a bolder life, so I can step-by-step achieve my highest self. Possible or possible, manifesting it to the Universe already. Because I got this—you, self and You got this! 💖 Already two decades and half of a decade now. For sure, I got some important life lessons to continue bringing for this year. Like what? Well... I had been talking to myself these past few days, so I was able to revisit my truest self. In fair! I realized so many points! But, the basic lesson that was reminded to me by my own voice of reason: I am love. With my God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit choosing me to come in this world, gifting me to my beloved family, I know already—I know I am meant in this world to spread love. Because love makes me me. I am composed of it. Love is my beginning. Thus, my ending. It is my everything! Love is my life purpose. It is the foundation of my vision and mission. If true love is my roots and I water it with wondrous things every now and then, give it some doses of sunshine and other healthy building blocks, then I believe that I shall grow beautifully. That I will bloom beautifully. That I would flourish beautifully. When all else fails, I just need to remind myself about love. Like the Universe's love, familial love, friendly love, romantic love, learning love, passion love, self-love. And I know, I know in my heart I can rise again, stand again, walk again. And hopefully... Shine again! Because love? Love is me. And I am love. Love plays a big part in my life, so I am embracing that every second of my life. Yes, this is one of my agendas this twenty-twenty-one. I must fall back into loving life. I gotta love! I must balance life with love again. And again, and again, and again! And never give up on it. Besides... My love is for everybody and not just the self anyway 💖 After n looooong years, I can finally say I had let go of the shadows and ghosts within me. I discerned that during the second week of January. I truly let go of the envy, the jealousy, the greed. Plus, the other thingamajigs. I have surrendered to the Heavens already and trust It enough, so I got no worries already. All that I am eyeing on now is enhancing all that I have—starting from home. I aim to be a responsible daughter, supportive sister, kind granddaughter, and loving lover who takes care of her fambam always. I am grailing to prosper my innate gifts, talents, and whatever those natural abilities therein that I have and work on it. Like work hard and work smart on it like a boss babe! Sought by the good old days, been re-gathering role models who and which could inspire me to live happier. Thus, do my work better. Aside from those internal projects, I also hope I would find a mentor. It could be a relative, friend, acquaintance, or just anyone with radiating energy who would help me lift my being higher. I already dropped the toxic ones in my circle, too. I decided to surround myself with support groups who would not drag me down and instead help me to game up. Because if it is true that it all comes back around, I wanna be that good person with the positive energy as well. I wanna be that someone with a grateful heart, thinking mind, and golden soul since I am pursuing to share love on to the galaxy. One day, I must be remembered as the woman who rebuilds herself over and over and over again no matter how many times she fails or no matter how many times the earth fails her because she has dreams to achieve and those are the things that matter the most for her 💖 I already let Go-d. This is why I accepted the life I am living in and am freely expressing more of myself now. If you only know me, being my real self always connects to change. I love myself enough that I know my cores, strengths, even limits and all. But at the same time, I goal for progress and first-rate self because I love myself and I deserve that and I believe that that is what the Most High wants for me. Been challenging myself and competing with myself for more than ten years now. That simple change back in high school led me to my eternal vision: Start Of Something New. And here we are! With Breaking Free as an additional life mission, yayayay! For my readers, followers, and friends, I assume you guys are already tired of hearing these iconic title songs used as motivating phrases from me. It might seem childish because the movie where I got these lines were from our childhood-to-adolescent stages. But eh, I do not mind at all. Why would I? I am just being me! Yes, you must have heard those adages from me lots and lots of times already. And guess what? You are gonna hear more of it because Start Of Something New--Every Day, Right Here, Right Now--Breaking Free is my way of life! With me keeping the be-you-tiful-to-best self through this thriving vision, I am attesting that this girl is just on the right track. As if I am on the road to my bestest self. Inside me, I know I am, because I can feel it. From the simple I-need-change mindset to Start-Of-Something-New themed transformations? I must say, I am most definitely evolving! Now that I am performing my lifelong purpose every day, like right here and right now? Yeah, I am now breaking free, too. Woohoo! 💖 It is true that I, my life falls sometimes. But! I would always start again. And try again. And do my things again. It has been a predictable cycle and I am getting used to this already. So by now, I must not mind those backdowns anymore. Second to infinite chances? G! As long as I move forward and get closer to my cherished aspirations! I am continuing what I have started. And to be honest, things are just getting started! This 2021, a notch higher Start of Something New will take place. I will make sure a better-to-best Jessica Mikaela. I would create them all happen. I said my good riddance to all the draining energy around me, all the negativities since the day 1 of two thousand twenty-one. And with that, I am now focused on filling my life with motivation and always soul rinsing from anything unpleasant. Now that another year has come, I am letting go and letting God, being more of who I truly am and loving her for that, changing for the greatest and transforming to the sunshine-like being I can ever be! 💖
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THE BLOG-GIRLE L A M A N I L A Ela Mones, a Filipina girl,
is a passionate lifestyle blogger who loves to express her unforgettable life experiences and best moments through words, photos, and videos 💖
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